This is urgent. Never felt the urgency of this like what I am feeling now. Feel that I have been wasting time, thinking all this while, that one day I will get there. But no, many years have passed just like that. I am still the same.
This has to be dealt with NOW. If not now then when!
But what do I do? It is not in my hands.
Something must happen now. But what do I expect to happen?
An experience that somehow reveals my true essence (Self) to me, and that grounds me in an unfailing understanding that I am eternal and ONE with everything.
But that would need a prepared mind. Quiet and silent. Consistently practicing saadhna for a long time (nairantarya abhyasa) can prepare a mind for that.
It will also need a desperate mind that wants this more than anything else in this world. But this is hard to come by.
Desperate yet quiet.
Then, it can happen.
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